Nose Picking (Rhinotillexomania)

Nose Picking (Rhinotillexomania)

Patri, per amorem.

hodie
fugit me absentem cogitabant
ignarus amicus auxilium placiti
se tenebat, ut semper.

hodie
Video amice clamore
desiderio domi
sentio dedi eam,
iterum.

hodie
i spretis seipsum sententiam.

patri cum amore
magisque animo, plenus igni
terreni cogitatione dissolvi Absit,
eripe me de me.

Patri, per amorem.

walk slowly with me

at the place i stand,
A space where time turns slow with me,
I feel calm,
Too calm, 
But still calm in my own world and space.

Everything comes straight to me,
Tried to shake the orb of space,
Wake up!

But, its calm,
I love to be still,
To watch the player of time,
To see life,
Tried so hard to cope with time,
Maybe,
Maybe,
We should be still.
Stay a little while,
Just be still.

walls around me

i.. builds wall, 
around it, i paint it with colorful..
picture.

everyone, i wish, and i pray..
would be happy seeing it.

i share, little.
of what house i build inside it,
and plan and think how to raise it.

i love to share ideas, and talk of what my friends would think of it.
BUT, 

it's not that i don't trust.
but i
build these walls..

and paint them..
So that i want them to live their own lives, 
and 
i am..
not a selfish person..
but a person who ready listen to them.
I am sorry for the trouble,
that i have done.

These walls will be my burden.

silent walks with me

Busy, hectic everywhere,
no wonder people walking here and there.

Making noise, to entertain,
to explain,
to express what the feel inside.

these two buds close my ear,
surrounds, only I can hear,
those songs that, to me,
played just for me.

where every sound, so close to me,
while silent walks with me..

Everyday should be a sunny sunday.
No worries, no nothing.

Just be happy. (Cavalera)

A person who has made a difference in my life

“Act as if what you do makes a difference.  It does.”- William James. Everybody is special in their own way; everyone sees life in their unique way too. But to think that you yourself can makes a difference; well to me it is very possible indeed. We choose our own path in life, and life is about choices we make.  Consequently, mold us into what we’ve become.

I believe that the person that makes a very significant difference in my life is me. It’s not to say that no one have not tried to mold me, to motivate me, or to push me to whom I become today. But, in a sense that if I did not tried to choose or to accept those opinion, opens myself to accept those who are wiser, more experience that me, not only that I’m a fool but a primitive being indeed. Many have inspired in great depth, where everything gives possibilities to inject motivations in my life.

”The purpose of life is not to be happy - but to matter, to be productive, to be useful, and to have it make some difference that you have lived at all.” - Leo Rosten. Everyone live their life up until now because in their life some of them found their purpose in life, someone has changed them to become better or to me, our attitude towards life itself. Therefore, I have made significant difference to my life.